No more stories
Are told today
I'm sorry
They washed away

No more stories
The world is grey
I'm tired
Let's wash away

-out 25 august 2009

i want to update my blog u see. but i really don't know what to write! ahhhh.

twitter kills blogs.

so i'll put pictures up instead.



out with the girls minus hanom plus amirul who is one of the girls anyway. he is now in london. so cool. then swiss then spain. i am so jealous. i would LOVE to go to london. but amirul hasn't even been exploring london. dude go check out MOS! ish if it were me i'd so totally be checking out the concerts there. all the awesome bands are british! haha i know arash will disagree with this statement ahahahaha.

k la i really not sure wat to write.

ive been playing mafia wars a lot. castle age is cool but it's so slowwwwwwwwww. mafia wars is ridiculously easy to level up. i've already surpassed my star age level.

this song rocks eh. lama tk dgr. wooot woot. who remembers millencolin??? shiok ar

hello. the other day went to butter factory. the pictures are on fb but pvt album. so here you go.




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yawn. i have a whole new bunch of pictures lately. so yeah. putting them all on blog. i think it's in a private album on facebook. so here you go. it was fifi's birthday. supposed barbie themed party. yes i was the only girl not wearing pink.


clockwise starting from top left:
dee, kazuo, siti, in, fai, rin, fifi, herwan, san, din, nuraini, me, hazwan (ends with the guy in red and white checks)

nah i don't know most of them.
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ok this is super late. but i was waiting for ppl to upload and even after they did i was too lazy but here it is!!!

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY FARAH HANOM SOFIA AND NURAINI!!!





anywayyy i havent stayed home in a while. decided to because i wanted to cook and my room is so insanely messy and i thought id better do something abt it. and tmrw im working relatively early so thought i needed a nice early rest.

and so now here i am, at home, and telling ppl i cant go out and all. and i talk to other people who are going out and i feel so damn loser-ish. sobs. and im suddenly like so jealous. haha.

sob! why am i so emotional. must be lack of sleep dammit.

and i love twitter. yes yes. and sgbeat. haha. sorry i have been abandoning LJ coz of twitter. haha. but people don't even comment here anymore so sad!

i don't want to live my life wondering 'what if'.

i don't want to have done something with my life and wonder if i should have taken a different path. i want to have explored, i want to have tried different paths. i want to at least have been able to peek and look at different paths. i want to see paths and see that it wasn't suitable. i want to have looked and realised which one i would want to take. even if i have looked, and from the angle i was looking it may have seen unsuitable when in reality it really was what i should have gone for, i want to be able to say, "yeah i've seen it, it wasn't for me", and i want to believe it.

ah. such predicament.

been jobless for more than half a year. dabbled here, dabbled there. yes it was miserable not having a job, not having income, not doing anything remotely productive. but i want to see. i want the time wasted to let me realise what i want (right now) and what i don't.

people should never live their lives with what ifs. i think it's the most miserable state of existence. as they say, the grass always looks greener on the other side. just because others seem to be doing well, if you had gone to that path, what makes you think you could have turned out anything like them? you could have been miserable, wondering what if you had taken a different path. and you probably would.

so my dears, just live your miserable puny little lives and stop saying what if.

the universe always has a way of correcting itself.

:)

vegetarian or not vegetarian, this pic is super funny!
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oh and i'm so in love with twitter now. haha. awesome. i've linked my twitter to sgbeat and facebook so all is well. and yes those who have twitter please sign up with sgbeat! follow me @vagueescape. so cool. can receive smses when ppl reply u. cool rite.

anyway. since twitter aku mcm dah malas nak update blog. tapi sebab gmbr klakar ni ader aku update. so anyway i had this test thingy with dbs i went just now. it's a proficiency test and i really really hope i get the job. after marking if i do well they'll call me for an interview this thursday. i so hope i get it. would love the job. and it's nearby my place. after the test i WALKED home and it only took me 15 minutes. so cool lar. after going home i went sempang with fazrul skejap gi makan. and now i need to go work at the cafe. oh man i so want a real job.

if i don;t get the job i'm going to comfort myself by going to bandung. otherwise sorry mew as much as i love you (haha it rhymes!) i can't see you

plain sunset damn sounds like promise ring lah walau

i got myself a twitter account.

http://twitter.com/vagueescape

feel free to add.

so i've always liked this song. not like crazy in love but liked it always. anyway the song isn't new or anything but  yesterday, the song was stuck in my head for some reason. like just randomly popped up. just the line crimson and clover. so it, being stuck in my head i just put as my facebook status. but i've no idea what the song is about or anything. never bothered to really check out lyrics or wat. so anyway. yesterday i mentioned carpe diem to a friend of mine. more of a passing remark really. and just now, tonight, i happened to talk a lot about it. more than a passing remark this time. about living life it's short and how things just don't matter and don't worry so much about the future and everything. and when i got home after talking so much about all of that crap i checked my facebook. and found out that this song is all about carpe diem. read the lyrics, fell in love with it, loved the references, the meaning, and everything. this is my new favourite song. and it's freaky when i'm reading the lyrics and everything, yes pretty much everything (except for the references), summarises what i was going on and on about just now before even checking out the lyrics. so cool.

Are you going to live your life wondering
Standing in the back, looking around
Are you going to waste your time thinking
How you've grown up or how you missed out
Things are never going be the way you want
Where's it going to get you acting serious
Things are never going to be quite what you want
Even at twenty-five you got to start sometime

I'm on my feet
I'm on the floor
I'm good to go
And all I need is just to hear a song I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight

Are you going to live your life
Standing in the back, looking around
Are you going to waste your time
Oughta make a move or you'll miss out

Someone's going to ask you what it's all about
Stick around, nostalgia won't let you down
Someone's going to ask you what it's all about
What are you going to have to say for yourself

I'm on my feet
I'm on the floor
I'm good to go
And all I need is just to hear a song I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight

Crimson and clover
Over and over
Crimson and clover
Over and over

Our house in the middle of the street
Why did we ever meet
Started my rock 'n' roll fantasy
Don't don't, don't let's start
Why did we ever part
Kick start my rock 'n' rollin' heart

I'm on my feet
I'm on the floor
I'm good to go
So come on Davey, sing me something that I know
I want to always feel like part of this was mine
I want to fall in love tonight
You don't know
I wanna fall in love tonight
You don't know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight
I wanna fall in love tonight
I wanna fall in love tonight

ultimate coolness. this song is like a total motivation kind of song. like something to kick start your day with.

ok.

high.